When we Loose friends, We have become grown up at some point if that particular season!

Never take seriously when you loose friends in some circumstances, it reveals that both you and them are not ready to take friendship in a committed time.

Its easy for me to be friends with everyone.. To some I became close friends.. But when trials came to me, I lost so called friends.


ACTUALLY! IM GLAD I DID! because they became a part of my journey. Their part in my life has to end leaving me with nutritional experiences which I gained wisdom from and so I can continue with the course of life to become a developed person in my environment..


Never take seriously when you loose friends in some circumstances, it reveals that both you and them are not ready to take friendship in a committed time. You have to understand that you became a part of someone else’s journey at a specific time to fulfill your purpose God had layed out for them. And for the matter of growing, it develops you to a nurturing state that they may fulfill what is planned for your future.

Remember this, you have had friends which you liked at a certain circumstances and time, and time have spoken that you both have to go separate ways and time also speaks you have to be cut off from them..


Your journey is for you to walk through, no one else will do that in your case. You are a living contributor for someone else to become a successful person. And they also has a contribution of your growth as a person.. So you will become mature. People around you are a contribution of what you will become.. Be thankful they pass you by. 
-ROCHELLE Rosenberg

Birthpangs are not too long

Birthpangs are not too long

When I look at the birthpangs beginnings.. I guess that we all are tested to where we lay our trust and hope. I am reminded of my laboring days when I was pregnant around 8th months and I was struggling with the weight of my stomach, excitement of seeing my child and at the same time hard to breath because of the movement of the baby inside. I had some pain in between that I have to be patient from which affects my daily routine. I become limited in movement and my surrounding became much more hard to understand. As the 9th month arrived, I felt so close to the edge. I became scared, what if i can’t give birth normally? and I also have to discipline myself as well about dietary factors.

The day arrived of giving birth and I finally felt the pain became more intensive and much more unbearable at the moment. I screamed within me that I just want the baby out! At the same time, when I imagined my attitude towards the people that ussrounded me at that moment, I cant comprehend how did they cope up with me. My attitude under pressure was harsh, unbearable and unrespectful.

I believe in our times, we are same as the woman in labor. Our attitude are untamed due to the pain and sufferings we see, hear and experience. Yet it is very interesting to know that we are still hopeful of giving birth of a new creation, a new individual that would contribute something in the near future.

I have experienced hunger and small difficulties. A disaster of an earthquake in Philippines I have witnessed.

Now when I see and how sickness hovers the nation and takes lives. I am not afraid. Maybe I am just a bit worried of what my children would eat for a day.

I have dreamt of a passing angel soaring with slight of pain for the earth.
We are tested in our hearts if we will be worried and afraid. For this is the nature of the earth for some souls who do not fear Hashem.
We as believers has high hopes and highest praise. We know the birth pangs produces more sufferings and we wont know how long. Rest assure, lay our hearts to not store as much materials but gather our hearts into prayers and Thanksgiving despite of suffering.

The God of Abraham ISak and Yakov knows how human resistance is. We pray for the people who are affected and the nations already taking its pain. We suffer for them as if we are in their situations. May Hashem be merciful and allow the pain to lessen. And if Hashem is angry may He subside and allow His mercy and grace come through.


Do not look through the circumstances of nations now. We pray without fear. We are the warriors of our time in this generation.. Our skills is going to be developed in the beginning of these birthpangs. As Yeshua says, we will hear all this things. Rest assured to not worry and not be afraid. For the end is not yet……
Hashem is with us…
Amein..

When the Heart is FREE!

When the Heart is FREE!

For all the BASHERS! THE CHRISTIAN BASHERS, THE JEALOUS BASHERS, OFW GOSSIPERS whom in 2010-2017 YEAR CALLED ME prostitute, demonized, jezebel, home wrecker and not born again, ugly and worst mother, worst woman, divorcee and judged me because of my parents.
GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF YOU!

The more you spoke those words, the more you showed HOW IMMATURE YOU ALL ARE. The more you poked my wound show how irresponsible you were.The more you talked behind my pain revealed how emotionless you were. The more you did say those words to me, the more you showed how STRONG I BECAME. YOU DID NOT KNOW MY DAILY STRUGGLES. YOUVE JUST HEARD OF it. STILL I FORGIVE YOU because YOU ARE NOT WALKING IN MY SHOES-. This does not point just out individual, I was also there. But I learned to ask forgiveness directly to the person.

You did not know how my pain was because you did not have empathy for my situation. You did not listen when I was in pain, You did not come when I was alone, You did not call when I was in my worst times. You did not feed me when I was crawling in hunger. You did not look after me when I was almost gonna die. You did not see the tears I cried in the darkest rooms of my house. And you did not know how much I felt when I thought everything was truly broken and irrepairable.


when I was in my deepest sorrow, I was comforted not on your side. But in the arms of the people who truly care without religion.

SOMEONE ELSE DID LISTEN. WITHOUT A JUDGEMENTAL WORD!


Thank you for showing me how God make things possible through your lives. You have been an instrument for me to know that there is STRENGTH within my soul. LASTLY, THANK YOU FOR TELLING ME THOSE WORDS. I FOUND OUT HOW WONDERFUL AND POWERFUL IMPACT I HAVE DONE IN OTHERS LIVES.

I write this with the intention to remind you that NO ONE has the right to say things against a person without knowing who they are. Regardless if a person commits evil things and you personally know it. YOU CAN EITHER GET HELP FROM AUTHORITIES IF THE CRIME COMMITED WAS AGAINST THE LAW or if it is SPIRITUAL, then pray with the person. You dont help the worst storm to gather more broken souls byt gossiping and spreading the fall of someone else. You have no right to defame somebody and pass what you know to other people. Your reckless tongue may be responsible for others fall, not for their failure but for the fall. Because words can harm a person and can break a person in Million pieces. And all the words you release can never be retrieved. It can leave a trace, forever…………

Remember, if you face someone having difficulties. Do not spread the news to everybody. Do not even push the person to say it infront of everyone else. Give the encouragement and let the person stand back on its feet again. Do not let the person be continually sin. In corrections, lead them with a right advice without poking the wound that they bear. You should be the person to close the wound, and God is the healer. You should be the helper to make someone be whole again!

Love lots

Rochelle

Asian Marrying Older Men

Asian Marrying Older Men

I came from Philippines, note from the northern part region called Baguio City. I met this swedish man and we settled down in 2007.I already had 1 son. SO we came to sweden and lived here. Unfortunately, he was aggressive and alcoholic. Very verbal and abusive psychologically, part of physical as well. I came to sweden because of his conviction. My nightmare started and despite the fact of hardships, I went and strived to gain education. Luckily I managed to study different curriculums and courses. But because of abuse psychologically, I developed PTSD. Gladly, the relationship ended in 2013. Whew.

We know that age doesn’t matter to some. And age does not limit when you are attracted and in love. But in my experience, I have learned that age actually has a roll if you want to have more interesting level of conversation with your partner. The age has its mission to create a different views and perspective of life depending on experiences and knowledge and the big big ATTITUDE problems each of us have.

The environmen I was surrounded to has lots of women marrying older women as well. But the community sees it as a money machine for us asian women. The case is not so. In my experience, I worked hard and I felt used. He could gain credits because I have no choice and I felt I had to. Many asian women though, uses this oppurtunity to gain wealth and create a false wealthy living whenever they come back to their own counrtries. Sadly, there had been a stamp that asians are whore.

I know that there are many successful relationships as well within this range of topic. There’s a couple I knew whom had 30 years difference in between and they are still together in more than 10 years. I know some couples as well far from my city whom had wonderful marriage and wonderful kids together. I have met lots of couples who have outstanding love stories to tell. And they are fabulous to hear.

But I guess they are not often known in the newspapers. Some of the couples I met had been divorced many times and had unfortunately met abusive men and suddenly the final marriage they involved into was the best relationship they had The more popular was the death or abuse of asian women married to an older men from Western countries or Usa. There as well arose articles about men who died due to different issues whom were married to Asian women.

Now, below I have questions for you all to answer Dear reader. Please address each ff questions with the numbers attached to it.

1.Tell me what are your thoughts, visions, perspectives regarding these trend?

2. What are your advice to the upcoming asian girls who plans to marry?

3. What are your words to the older men seeking for relationship within Asia?

4. What are your final words to all Asian men and women who struggled in their relationships all over the world?

Thats it for now. Thanks for passing by.

Love lots, Rochelle.

Do not Identify from Assumptions of Others

Do not Identify from Assumptions of Others

In the assumptions of many, i was home wrecker, a bittergourd, attention seeker, or someone whom are distant. No one actually know who I am because it was never revealed to those whom are false to me. Those who assumed to know me, have never heard of my struggling and deep experience.
In their assumptions, I wouldn’t have a place for success, they did not believe in my ability. I would just be that unnoticed person whom they called “attention seeker”. And from that, it crossed my heart deeply.


But in all the stamp that people had pasted on my identity, in a moment I was hurt, I cried and screamed in the dark. But after a while I learned to use them as a tool to engage with the power of Courage and take part to the journey that will lead me towards the making of a mature individual.


I might be distant and I might not have a group of friends. But it doesn’t make me feel lonely. I know some acquaintances are near and caring to me. I am always an emotional person and swayed by all the people that loved me through it all.

I might seem very far to many by expectations, but I assure that I never needed to please anyone. I am sure hospitable but never a rub a feet to please. I am always true to everyone I meet and even to myself. Thus, God had made me strong all this years.


In all the assumptions of many, and in all the stamps I received. I never identified my self from any of it. I am confident that God will be my strength and God will be my hope in all circumstances. I have experienced to have nothing and to have more. Yet what matters to me is the growth of my spirituality.

Your fear of God begins in Knowing Him

Your fear of God begins in Knowing Him

Therefore Education and Success has just a place in mankind to be used in service of others and not for own benefits. For in the day of our death, sucess will just be an echoe in the lying bed. In the silence of our bodies, we will not hear the success stories we have done, for God will reveal the true test of our victory.

It is a freedom to know the wisdom of God. And it is unbearable to know it. For by the time you start knowing the wisdom of heaven, you are obliged to perform its duty and to bear the mind of the upright. In wisdom, you shall be fit in mind and even the face of others. For you will always have a watchful eye on you. And these million eyes will never dare to see your good deeds but only sees when you stumble.

Educate yourself therefore with the ways of the Lord. And bring forth your soul to the humility of your heart. Seek the wisdom of God and you will know the fear of the Lord.

Proverbs 1:7 The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge, but fools despise wisdom and instruction.

Proverbs 2:6 For the LORD gives wisdom; from his mouth come knowledge and understanding.

Psalm 19:2 Day after day they pour forth speech; night after night they reveal knowledge.

When big realities is seen in this world and in this generation? After all, theres the wars, murders, thefts, the poor and the poorer in soul, and the ills, and the jealousy and hatred and the groans, and the cries and the dead, are constantly reduced?
And if a man tells me, are you then enlightened and hated by wisdom? Blessed be God for showing me this wisdom. For opening my eyes from slumber of folly and stupidity..
From my childhood to the present, I have loved exploration and observation, for the sake of finding the truth, and for understanding the hidden, and for recognizing the lie and the mistake, and from seeking the truth will never cease my heart. but I have never liked nor enlightened education for my benefit, and to much good and succeed.
And there is no reason, and no advice, that it will be able to save man from any trouble and distress, and give him existing success. Education on earth is fine for the purposes of survival of mankind. And if the claimant continues to argue. And not in the holy language call, success in the name of education, it is clear that success depends on education and intelligence to which I will reply. There is education, and there is education. But as education exist, then man is the more dangerous as he can be. For who would know in the end where the man would lay his learning? Will he serve others or will he benefit himself alone? And there is education, of this world and there is education from the heavens given through the Messenger of God.

May the Lord be merciful to us all.
To the young and old alike.

Credit to Sefaria in the chapter of Sefer Yesodei HaTorah

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