My Sound mind about FAMILY CODE towards LGBT

There are many cases that occurs now in our modern time. from a lesbian/gay relationships that commits relationships with a married person that creates havoc in a family. This destroyed many home and family ties.

Since the Marriage code of law only applies to a man or woman who commits infidelity, a woman who commits infidelity towards her husband and goes to another woman are excused from the immoral act and the husband and children becomes a victim whom is left unattended and without justice acclaimed.
Its also the same with a man who commits infidelity towards his wife and goes to a man.. The wife and children becomes the victim.

Our children sees this kind of practices among many. A man/woman has relationships with their same sex aside their opposite sex spouse are excused from the law.
A man./woman who would commit adultery/polygamy will be subjected under the law if caught.

There are laws that applies for our children aswell. Which the children should not witness violence at home and should not experience violence as well from anyone. That the children should be raised morally and become law abiding citizens. And would be raised properly and be given proper upbringing from food to education and healthy mindset.

Now, we know that it is not right for a child to watch violent and pornographic materials. But what if the children sees a naked pride parade of man and women in the streets? Performing sexual act and say it’s fine.. Isnt that a double standard? Isn’t that another sort of pornographic effect on the kids mind and perception? Which we call ENTERTAINMENT SECTION OF PARADE? ARE we honest enough to scream of human rights when we first put a destruction for the future of our childrens generations?

The LAWMAKERS DECIDE!

Is this the family upbringing that we are trying to show our generation?
That the law excuses the LGBT and allows them to perform that infidelity and pornographic parade is okay and must be welcome?
Is this MORAL? IS IT?
GOD FORBID..
WITHOUT a Family, THE natural reproduction of humanity will not come to its existence.
Man and man and woman to woman stops the reproduction and the only solution that comes is the FAKE HUMAN reproduction… The world is not created for this.. The world is not made for this…
Family code is a must to be SUPPORTED BY LAW MAKERS.


I HOPE A LAW CAN BE PASSED ABOUT LGBT PEOPLE WHO DESTROY THE FAMILY CODE AND MARRIAGE LAW BETWEEN MAN AND WOMAN. FAMILY CODE WHICH CONSISTS FATHER, MOTHER AND CHILD WOULD BE MORE SACRED. đŸ‘šâ€đŸ‘©â€đŸ‘ŠđŸ˜­đŸ˜­đŸ˜­

I am not against the LGBT community, i myself have relatives that belongs to thesw community. I have friends that are also in these communities.

I am just against the lgbt individuals that does not respect the family code. Even if we say that the married person shows interest towards them, the person involved may know how to say NO and only if there is a MORAL LAW in their hearts and mind.

When we Loose friends, We have become grown up at some point if that particular season!

Never take seriously when you loose friends in some circumstances, it reveals that both you and them are not ready to take friendship in a committed time.

Its easy for me to be friends with everyone.. To some I became close friends.. But when trials came to me, I lost so called friends.


ACTUALLY! IM GLAD I DID! because they became a part of my journey. Their part in my life has to end leaving me with nutritional experiences which I gained wisdom from and so I can continue with the course of life to become a developed person in my environment..


Never take seriously when you loose friends in some circumstances, it reveals that both you and them are not ready to take friendship in a committed time. You have to understand that you became a part of someone else’s journey at a specific time to fulfill your purpose God had layed out for them. And for the matter of growing, it develops you to a nurturing state that they may fulfill what is planned for your future.

Remember this, you have had friends which you liked at a certain circumstances and time, and time have spoken that you both have to go separate ways and time also speaks you have to be cut off from them..


Your journey is for you to walk through, no one else will do that in your case. You are a living contributor for someone else to become a successful person. And they also has a contribution of your growth as a person.. So you will become mature. People around you are a contribution of what you will become.. Be thankful they pass you by. 
-ROCHELLE Rosenberg

Asian Marrying Older Men

Asian Marrying Older Men

I came from Philippines, note from the northern part region called Baguio City. I met this swedish man and we settled down in 2007.I already had 1 son. SO we came to sweden and lived here. Unfortunately, he was aggressive and alcoholic. Very verbal and abusive psychologically, part of physical as well. I came to sweden because of his conviction. My nightmare started and despite the fact of hardships, I went and strived to gain education. Luckily I managed to study different curriculums and courses. But because of abuse psychologically, I developed PTSD. Gladly, the relationship ended in 2013. Whew.

We know that age doesn’t matter to some. And age does not limit when you are attracted and in love. But in my experience, I have learned that age actually has a roll if you want to have more interesting level of conversation with your partner. The age has its mission to create a different views and perspective of life depending on experiences and knowledge and the big big ATTITUDE problems each of us have.

The environmen I was surrounded to has lots of women marrying older women as well. But the community sees it as a money machine for us asian women. The case is not so. In my experience, I worked hard and I felt used. He could gain credits because I have no choice and I felt I had to. Many asian women though, uses this oppurtunity to gain wealth and create a false wealthy living whenever they come back to their own counrtries. Sadly, there had been a stamp that asians are whore.

I know that there are many successful relationships as well within this range of topic. There’s a couple I knew whom had 30 years difference in between and they are still together in more than 10 years. I know some couples as well far from my city whom had wonderful marriage and wonderful kids together. I have met lots of couples who have outstanding love stories to tell. And they are fabulous to hear.

But I guess they are not often known in the newspapers. Some of the couples I met had been divorced many times and had unfortunately met abusive men and suddenly the final marriage they involved into was the best relationship they had The more popular was the death or abuse of asian women married to an older men from Western countries or Usa. There as well arose articles about men who died due to different issues whom were married to Asian women.

Now, below I have questions for you all to answer Dear reader. Please address each ff questions with the numbers attached to it.

1.Tell me what are your thoughts, visions, perspectives regarding these trend?

2. What are your advice to the upcoming asian girls who plans to marry?

3. What are your words to the older men seeking for relationship within Asia?

4. What are your final words to all Asian men and women who struggled in their relationships all over the world?

Thats it for now. Thanks for passing by.

Love lots, Rochelle.

Do not Identify from Assumptions of Others

Do not Identify from Assumptions of Others

In the assumptions of many, i was home wrecker, a bittergourd, attention seeker, or someone whom are distant. No one actually know who I am because it was never revealed to those whom are false to me. Those who assumed to know me, have never heard of my struggling and deep experience.
In their assumptions, I wouldn’t have a place for success, they did not believe in my ability. I would just be that unnoticed person whom they called “attention seeker”. And from that, it crossed my heart deeply.


But in all the stamp that people had pasted on my identity, in a moment I was hurt, I cried and screamed in the dark. But after a while I learned to use them as a tool to engage with the power of Courage and take part to the journey that will lead me towards the making of a mature individual.


I might be distant and I might not have a group of friends. But it doesn’t make me feel lonely. I know some acquaintances are near and caring to me. I am always an emotional person and swayed by all the people that loved me through it all.

I might seem very far to many by expectations, but I assure that I never needed to please anyone. I am sure hospitable but never a rub a feet to please. I am always true to everyone I meet and even to myself. Thus, God had made me strong all this years.


In all the assumptions of many, and in all the stamps I received. I never identified my self from any of it. I am confident that God will be my strength and God will be my hope in all circumstances. I have experienced to have nothing and to have more. Yet what matters to me is the growth of my spirituality.

Your fear of God begins in Knowing Him

Your fear of God begins in Knowing Him

Therefore Education and Success has just a place in mankind to be used in service of others and not for own benefits. For in the day of our death, sucess will just be an echoe in the lying bed. In the silence of our bodies, we will not hear the success stories we have done, for God will reveal the true test of our victory.

It is a freedom to know the wisdom of God. And it is unbearable to know it. For by the time you start knowing the wisdom of heaven, you are obliged to perform its duty and to bear the mind of the upright. In wisdom, you shall be fit in mind and even the face of others. For you will always have a watchful eye on you. And these million eyes will never dare to see your good deeds but only sees when you stumble.

Educate yourself therefore with the ways of the Lord. And bring forth your soul to the humility of your heart. Seek the wisdom of God and you will know the fear of the Lord.

Proverbs 1:7 The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge, but fools despise wisdom and instruction.

Proverbs 2:6 For the LORD gives wisdom; from his mouth come knowledge and understanding.

Psalm 19:2 Day after day they pour forth speech; night after night they reveal knowledge.

When big realities is seen in this world and in this generation? After all, theres the wars, murders, thefts, the poor and the poorer in soul, and the ills, and the jealousy and hatred and the groans, and the cries and the dead, are constantly reduced?
And if a man tells me, are you then enlightened and hated by wisdom? Blessed be God for showing me this wisdom. For opening my eyes from slumber of folly and stupidity..
From my childhood to the present, I have loved exploration and observation, for the sake of finding the truth, and for understanding the hidden, and for recognizing the lie and the mistake, and from seeking the truth will never cease my heart. but I have never liked nor enlightened education for my benefit, and to much good and succeed.
And there is no reason, and no advice, that it will be able to save man from any trouble and distress, and give him existing success. Education on earth is fine for the purposes of survival of mankind. And if the claimant continues to argue. And not in the holy language call, success in the name of education, it is clear that success depends on education and intelligence to which I will reply. There is education, and there is education. But as education exist, then man is the more dangerous as he can be. For who would know in the end where the man would lay his learning? Will he serve others or will he benefit himself alone? And there is education, of this world and there is education from the heavens given through the Messenger of God.

May the Lord be merciful to us all.
To the young and old alike.

Credit to Sefaria in the chapter of Sefer Yesodei HaTorah

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Our thoughts are not His thoughts

Our thoughts are not His thoughts

For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope. (Jeremiah 29:11)

We may experience many things that we thought were not relevant to some situations we have. And many times we don’t like the moment or situations we are in but God has a plan that we don’t know. He has His ways to teach us through people that we may learn and gain more experience to be encouraged and to be prepared to the future that awaits us. For who knows what would happen the next day or to the future? Things may change but the fact is that our experiences are one of the things that can bring us to the success and happiness and Contentment in life. We may not understand yet the will of God at the moment but when you reached the top, then you will always look back..and smile. God loves you and God knows what He does with you. And he precisely know what you can and what is ahead of you. Just be patient and be calm.

I Grew Each Passing Day

I Grew Each Passing Day

I grew more with my walk with the Lord every day and i experienced that i learned little better in time

Serving God in daily basis is indeed a marriage of the spiritual life

I indeed realise as along the way when we learned a lot
 We becoming wise and as a part of heavenly wisdom.. We dont tend to be offended on things that mlstly many are annoyed at. I looked at it usually now and make sure I do what is good. As proverbs 16.24 says a righteous person falls 7 times. Then gets up again. But the wicked falls when calamity comes.
They easily give up

As for now i still work with my emotions towards certain things. And i try to manage my heart more than anything else because it is there where the Instructions of God shall reside. In my soul I do not want to hate a brother. But my heart shall decide for its actions and thats the only part I can discipline


I try my best to work it out especially recently when i had a bad situation in my past marriage. I heard I had demons and as my problems couldn’t resolve, they have baked more demons instead of helping me out. I had no parental guidance in sweden and the only help i expected was with the company within the faith. Yet they hurt me. Yet I did my very best to not take it to heart. And i did my best not to be a madman. I cried and was deeply embarrassed. Yes i got discouraged, i got disappointed. But only for a while. I think that i want to spend my time believing that things will turn out good despite of trials. Im proud I kept my mouth speaking evil things and slipping nonsense. I did not complain. I did not provoke any. I did not backbite. I kept in heart hid my tears and God is patient with me.

In understanding I grew. Im proud spiritually that I didnt made my eyes sin. I kept My lips and my mind from sin in the middle of disappointments and trials.

It is indeed true, that keeps those whose eyes are on Him. And it is indeed important to keep your trust in Him in the midst of difficulties. For one day, the Lord will bring peace. And in peace within yourself, God brings solutions to situations you are facing. Be Still and Know He is your God.

Abortion? The spirit of evil..

Abortion? The spirit of evil..

I am a survivor proof that even though it was a long time plan to abort me so God let me live 
I do not know how many times my mother jumped and took medications just to get rid of me.

Then in the 8th month, she took even stronger medicine but it couldn’t. When I was born, the maternal nurse discovered that I am blind on the left eye, which may cause me to become blind when I grow up about 30 
 I came out into the world with an inflamed, swollen eye and my mother hated me. I heard time and again how unhappy she was to see me. Wish I was dead. But my mind is strong. Learn to read early, draw strange things. Mature too early. Life became hard, but I learned to love her after all .. Because I know that anger cannot take me back to the event but I love life as it is. I met bullying in school because of the appearance, was called for all possible words because of the abortion. Failed child.

Today I live and am not blind. I see a little bit on the left eye through a miracle .. Thank you God.

I feel sorry for those who are hard hit and those who are unborn as the lawsuit has been taken away from them. My mother in any case after many years had asked for apology for those she did and that without complete info she had to learn about abortion and what consequences the child or woman gets until later. I have not been angry with her about it but without the result that was, I was very disappointed with her before. Thank Elohim our God and Yeshua our Messiah who gave me a new heart to see the light .. But even until today, the abortion event has an impact on me.

With that in the background, I in the Philippines have helped women who had thoughts about abortion. With God’s help, the unborn came into the world unscathed. Not everyone but you can help some 😊 There is hope for the women who believe they have power over the body and the power to take the gift of life from the womb. Giving them an insight into what and how the child became was their responsibility whatever it was for life situations they were in. The hope is that there are people who can support them and listen .. There are enough people on earth who will take care of their children if they did not want to keep the baby themselves. I have no claim to be angry with those who chose turn to keep their pregnancy but are very angry at those who are really deaf to hear and have the ill will to kill another person. On the other hand, I also hate people who are aides to murder .. God hates a murderer .. And with the women who carried out abortion and help to murder, God’s word describes it as an immoral act. Time and again even according to the history of the bible and the facts, devilish people have always existed. It is written in the scripture that people who do wrong to their mankind and take their lives are murderers and going against the commandments of God, so to speak. The law also describes the same.. The human rights not to murder. However, if there is someone who had already done so and accidentally read my post, I do not want to give someone a bad feeling. There is hope to turn around and resist the other murderers.
God hears all these unborn voices and every one who agrees to it will gain their profit from both good and evil. In all form God gives every man his punishment according to his deeds.

In Sweden, it is completely open with this and in other parts of the world.

In my home country, on the other hand, it is done in hidden , but if you are discovered, you get a prison sentence just like a murderer.

However, God must have mercy on the nations and the leaders of the countries who are co-workers of the murder of children. May God bribg justice in miracle way..

These children will cry and scream justice before the throne of God. The time of the lawless has come .. These children cry .. He hears it.

Sorry no Sorry

Sorry no Sorry

Most of us want others to forgive and move on. But we most forget what we said that broke their heart.

When God forgives us, He wants us to be reminded of what we spoke and take back the harsh words we have said. God promises then that we shall CONFESS TO ONE ANOTHER (A CONVERSATION BETWEEN PEOPLE WHO HAVE SOME TROUBLED STORY OR SOME CIRCUMSTANCES THAT CAME UP WHICH CAUSED DIVISION AND HURT ) and God promised that after we have asked forgiveness from people we hurt, or atleast we forgive other who hurt us, then we can pray to Him.. And God then FORGIVES US. and also He will remove all our sin and will not remember it anymore..

But to mere humans..we keep avoiding to ask forgiveness because we think God takes care of it. Without knowing that the person we hurt unconsciously are struggling emotionally, physically, and maybe spiritually falling.. Isnt it we are easy stumbling block for them? And isn’t it we bear the responsibility of their hurt..?

He would if we dont have any opportunity to find the person but as we can find the people and are just reach of hand, we can have a talk with them..
It takes a courage to ask forgiveness, it takes pride to be torn down before we acknowledge our own fault.
We are actually cruel!

In my experience, I grew up in a surrounding where I was thought to say sorry. In the fellowship I grew up with, i have learned to ask forgiveness. It took courage before I learned to do that at home. Still to this day, i have never heard sorry from the people that violated me, raped me, judged me and spoken things behind me.. On my part, I am proud to say that I asked forgiveness because I know myself that It is sinful to have resentment in my heart. And I know for a fact that it sets me free from having debts to anyone even if I think I am right. It did not matter if I think I was right. What matters most was, I was courageous to ask forgiveness and say sorry and I meant it.
This is what gave me peace… No doubt. Thats the Spirit of God.

No wonder why Psychological problems arise. Because there are many things we take for granted.
Some people waits for the time until the person who hurt them say SORRY! It even takes 10years,20 years or 50years before they would hear Sorry, before they themselves would dare to say Sorry!
Isnt it we humans, want God to be forgiving.. But we were born of adversity.. Filled of pretension.. Inside the church.. Many of us hide faces in walls of white…

If you somehow had hurt someone else. Be brave to ask someone forgiveness and acknowledge your fault. It will not make you weak. In fact, it will make you more peaceful and happier. If you can’t find the person. At least have a conversation with God to lead you and remind you your own feelings so He may cleanse your heart.

Those who knew me personally know that the real me loves people with sincerity..

I hope I may not hit some toes. Coz If I do.. Then my purpose has been fulfilled…
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De flesta av oss vill att andra ska förlÄta och fortsÀtta. Men vi glömmer mest vad vi sa som bröt deras hjÀrta.

NÀr Gud förlÄter oss, vill han att vi ska pÄminnas om vad vi talade och ta tillbaka de hÄrda orden vi har sagt. Gud talade dÄ att vi skall bekÀnna till varandra (ett samtal mellan tvÄ mÀnniskor som har nÄgon misslyckad historia eller vissa omstÀndigheter som kom upp som orsakade fördelning och skada ) och Gud lovade att efter att vi har begÀrt förlÄtelse frÄn mÀnniskor som vi skadat eller Ätminstone förlÄter vi andra som skadar oss, dÄ kan vi be till honom .. Och dÄ förlÄtar Gud oss. och Àven han kommer att ta bort all vÄr synd och kommer inte komma ihÄg det lÀngre ..

Men till oss mĂ€nniskor .. Vi fortsĂ€tter att undvika att be om förlĂ„telse, för vi tror att Gud tar hand om det. Utan att veta att den personen som vi skadat omedvetet kĂ€mpar emotionellt, fysiskt och kanske andligt faller .. Är det inte lĂ€tt att stötta för dem och de snubblar? Och Ă€r det inte vi bĂ€r ansvaret för deras ont ..?

Om vi inte har nÄgon möjlighet att hitta personen vi skadade men om vi kan hitta dessa personer och bara nÄ med en hand, kan vi ju prata med dem och samtala..
Det tar ett mod att be om förlÄtelse, det tar tid med stolthet att riva ner den innan vi erkÀnner vÄrt eget fel.
Vi Àr faktiskt grymma!

Enligt min erfarenhet vÀxte jag upp i en omgivning dÀr jag vsrt upplÀrd att sÀga förlÄt. I samhÀllet vÀxte jag upp med, jag har lÀrt mig att be om förlÄtelse. Det tog mod innan jag lÀrde mig att göra det hemma. Fram tills idag har jag aldrig hört frÄn de mÀnniskor som krÀnkt mig, vÄldtagit mig, dömde mig och talade bakom mig.
Jag Àr stolt över att sÀga att jag bad om förlÄtelse för att jag kÀnner mig sjÀlv att det Àr syndigt att ha förbittring i mitt hjÀrta. Och jag vet för ett faktum att det ger mig frihet frÄn att ha skulder till nÄgon, Àven om jag tycker att jag har rÀtt. Det spelade ingen roll om jag tyckte att jag hade rÀtt. Det som betyder mest var att jag var modig att be om förlÄtelse och sÀga förlÄt och att jag menade det.
Det var det som gav mig fred 
 Ingen tvekan. Det Àr Guds Ande.

Inte undra pÄ varför psykiska problem uppstÄr. Eftersom det finns mÄnga saker vi tar för givet.
Vissa mĂ€nniskor vĂ€ntar pĂ„ tiden tills personen som skadade dem sĂ€ger FÖRLÅT! Det tar till och med 10 Ă„r, 20 Ă„r eller 50 Ă„r innan de skulle höra det. TyvĂ€rr Ă€r det sĂ„, innan de sjĂ€lva vĂ„gade sĂ€ga förlĂ„t!
Är det inte vi mĂ€nniskor som vill att Gud ska förlĂ„ta .. Men vi föddes av motgĂ„ng. Fylld av pretension .. Inuti kyrkan, bland troende.. MĂ„nga av oss gömmer ansikten i den vita vĂ€ggar 


Om du pĂ„ nĂ„got sĂ€tt hade skadat nĂ„gon annan. Var modig för att frĂ„ga nĂ„gon förlĂ„telse och erkĂ€nna ditt fel. Det kommer inte att göra dig svag. Det kommer faktiskt att göra dig mer fredlig och lyckligare. Om du inte hittar personen. Åtminstone ha en konversation med Gud för att leda dig och pĂ„minna dig dina egna kĂ€nslor sĂ„ att han kan rensa ditt hjĂ€rta.

De som kÀnde mig personligen vet att den riktiga jag Àlskar mÀnniskor med uppriktighet ..

Jag hoppas jag fĂ„r inte slĂ„ nĂ„gra tĂ„r. För Om jag gjorde det.. DĂ„ har mitt syfte uppnĂ„tts 


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The Departure

Bye Bye! The Past is BEHIND! If you remind me, I dont Mind!


Do you recognise yourself as part of the children of God?
Departure from circumstances is never easy, especially when you get comfortable with thw situations you are in. No matter how much wrong you knew it was, still it would bother hou a bit to leave that circumstances to face a new challenge and to face the unknowable future. Although you might know that freedom awaits you on the other side, all the experiences you have performed this years had become an instilled learning for you. It becomes important. But as God leads you and want to pluck you out because He have seen your hardships amd He have heard the prayers.. The time has come He sends a messenger, He raises up someone to lead and to teach.. Thats when the comfort zone you got used to becomes a new challenge. Thats when Moshe came. To lead and set free his people from Egypt. Thats when Yeshua had become the new Adam to redeem us from Slavery.

As the Israelites were led by Moshe Rabbenu, they were leaving Egypt..with haste they carried a dough unleavened and with all their families and possessions as they run away from enemy.
They were set to freedom yet the enemy is behind chasing them. As they survived the departure from slavery, they face circumstances in the wilderness.. Not for a thought you would focus only on the miracles of the cloud and in the day and fire in the night. But to think how God provided in 40years and how God brought them to Kenan. Those things happens in the mountains and how God disciplined the children He loves.
So He sees you.

As Yeshua entered the world, so was Moshe Rabbenu. There was no special treatment in his arrival. Yet the purpose of his entrance to the world is to redeem us from slavery of sin. Not just that we had performed them but because God wants to uproot us from the sin instilled in us from the very beginning. Remember this day for the Lord says, this is the day you shall perform a festival for me. For with the strong hand I carried you, with a Mighty hand I rescued you.
With Wonders I showed you the blood of the river.
With visions I led you with my Spirit to win wars over the Kings that stood against your ways. . And with Signs I looked after  you with Clouds in the day and fire in the night
All of this God performed in the eyes of our forefathers… Remember
How the day of Yeshua was. A picture of Moshe was instilled in Yeshua, A redeemer, the pesach sacrifice and the messias that restored our lives to God.

Remember who you are now! That is your identity! People might remind you of you were! but that is the only thing they knew and see about you! The have not witness the process of your change. The have not seen the steps you took towards transformations. The decisions that took place and the strength you found to LIVE BEYOND THE NORM!
GOD IS WITH YOU if YOU ARE WITH HIM!

Passover Meaning

Passover Meaning

Today marks the evening. The beginning of Passover. The NIGHT The Lord ordered Israel to eat the Passover lamb. Same night the Lord passed throughout Egypt to see the blood marks on the doorsposts and took the Egyptians firstborn.

This marks that Yeshua our Messiah has been prepared while the temple prepares its passover Lamb. That same night Yeshua was given over to the hands of evil to redeem the world and reconcile towards God.

Same night when the Messiah took a meal with his Talmidim(disciples) to speak of what will happen afterwards. It was not the questions of why one would betray him, it was somehow a preparation that a sacrifice must be done despite of relationship with the person whom he had taught all those years.He knew the time drew near and what matters is that the disciple himself would also fulfill his purpose of what God had set him to so that Yeshua would come to the peak of his father’s greatness.

Day AFTER THE PASSOVER was the FREEDOM. it was the freedom from SLAVERY in EGYPT. The day when God freed the Israelites from the hands of ruthless masters. A day when the years of suffering ended.

Day after the PASSOVER was the day when all the comfort zone is to be left. When all that we thibk were okay and right has to be exposed wrong. As we thought that living under a difficult circumstances can also give comfort, this time after the Passover, we will be led to understand Gods leadership. Not to be controlled anymore by ruthlessl masters but to be brought into the promised Land.

The day after the Passover, Yeshua was hanged on a stake. Both his followers and students scattered in confusion and heartbreak. But as the evening approached.. It was the beginning of the FREEDOM OF MANKIND FROM SIN. Given Free from heaven.

Let us remember this day…
Yeshua is ALIVE!

Live Life far from Media

Live Life far from Media

Most people who do not feel good on the inside are more concerned with Facebook status than those who actually have a good life. Facebook or social media became an attention disorder for some.

In one or as soon as 5 minutes you become a celebrity.
However, it is good attention for entrepreneurs, vendors, institutions, sports and artists around the world. And that there is room to share their faith, thoughts and too much of their life.
Be careful when betting out your private life in the social. Imagine that there is reality outside the screen. Life is short, every hour is golden, so spend time with your families, friends, acquaintances and make no impression on people you do not like at all. Do not impress even those people that tries to intimidate you. Live the life as it is your rewards on earth while you breathe.

Keep in mind that we humans have no security for tomorrow.

Today or later or tomorrow we either wake up or die. What we do by the time is very important.

Slow down with social media, surfing, youtube and other things that are really useless for our soul and body

For the faithful, read more, pray for more, transform yourselves into an influencing tool with a good sense of will and power from above. Be the light of the world. Be more kinder, be more forgiving, appreciate more the trails of life. Be less in complaints and be more thankful. Do not impose too much of your own impression on others but live the faith accordingly to the instructions of the Torah. Be not fanatic, but be a believer. A belief that is Alive.

For most people, seek the truth about life, forgive, laugh and love people more than hate.

God is good who gives life to each and everyone.


De flesta som inte mÄr bra pÄ insidan Àr mer oroade över Facebook-status Àn de som faktiskt har ett bra liv. Facebook eller sociala medier blev en uppmÀrksamhetssyndrom för vissa.

PÄ en eller sÄ fort som 5 minuter blir du kÀndis.
Det Àr dock bra uppmÀrksamhet för entreprenörer, försÀljare, institutioner, sport och konstnÀrer runt om i vÀrlden. Och att det finns utrymme för att dela sin tro, tankar och för mycket av sitt liv.

Var försiktig nÀr du delar ditt privatliv i det sociala. TÀnk dig att det finns verklighet utanför skÀrmen.

Livet Àr kort, varje timme Àr guld, sÄ spendera tid med dina familjer, vÀnner, bekanta och ge inget intryck pÄ personer som du inte alls gillar. Imponera inte Àven de mÀnniskor som försöker skrÀmma dig eller göra dig svartsjuk.

Lev livet, för det Àr dina belöningar pÄ jorden medan du andas.

TÀnk pÄ att vi mÀnniskor inte har sÀkerheten för imorgon.

Idag eller senare eller imorgon vaknar vi eller dör. Det vi gör vid tiden Àr vÀldigt viktigt.

Sakta ner med sociala medier, surfing, youtube och andra saker som Àr egentligen onyttig för vÄr sjÀl och kropp.

För de troende, lÀs mer, be för mer, omvandla dig till ett pÄverkande verktyg med en god kÀnsla av vilja och makt ovanifrÄn. Var vÀrldens ljus. Var mer förstÄelse, var mer förlÄtande, uppskatta mer livets utmaningar. Var mindre i klagomÄl och var mer tacksam. Tryck inte för mycket av ditt eget intryck pÄ andra, men leva din tro i enlighet med Torahs anvisningar. Var inte fanatisk, men var en troende. En tro som Àr Levande

För de flesta, sök sanning om livet, förlÄta, skratta och Àlska mÀnniskor mer Àn att hata.

Gud Àr gid som ger livet Ät en och alla.

The day of Birth

The day of Birth

It is funny to be greeted by friends “Happy Birthday” remembering only the day I was born by the date and year and time. I myself consume my mind on remembering the day my mother had the hours of difficulty. The time where she had the labour just to bring me out of the womb.

Of course I am thankful and grateful of all the greetings.. I judt have to pay attention that the day I was born.. It was my mother who gave birth to me. =birth day.. 😂😂

It must be painful for her at that time to struggle thinking just to survive the birthing of a small little child. And that moment, she must have forgotten all the worries she carry out day by day.

I wish people would remember her more than I. I wish people would think of her again as every year passes by how she had survived those very first moments just to give me the chance to live and experience life.

I was a history of abortion. In the middle of my mother’s pregnancy she probably had stopped doing what she planned to do do against the life inside her womb. I was born with a left blind eye. I experienced the bullies and humiliating events from people who did not know the story of my appearance. I experienced a difficult childhood. From her hands, i know how to feel the pain and the violence of every mistakes that I have made. I shed the tears by hearing how unlucky she was because of me. Through my teenage years, I kept the pain as if they were a part of me. It wasnt easy. All the scars would speak of the memories that I kept in silence. Yet I am happy she was still mother.

Those years have made me realise how fragile she was because it was the only right thing she knew to raise me. It was the memories of her upbringing that she thought was right to transmit and apply as a guideline to discipline. At times I honestly shed my tears with anger. I had resentment and I blew all the blame on her. I misunderstood her and even myself. But now, I reached the stage of wisdom through the years.

I became 33. And I am so thankful for all the things that happened.

Today is the day when my mother took me out of the world.. then I see… Half….
Today was the day when God decided then how I would look like, how I would see the world, how my heart would beat and how my life would be formed through the journey..
Today was the day when God set the people before me, to meet, to keep, to love, to loose, to hold and to cherish..
Today is not about party, not about cake or fancy gifts. Its about saying

THANK YOU GOD I SURVIVED ANOTHER YEAR WITH THIS CRUCIAL LIFE..!! THANK YOU GOD YOU’VE MOLDED ME DAILY BY TEACHING ME THINGS IN LIFE. FOR KEEPING YOUR HANDS AT HOLD EVEN WHEN I’M OUT SIGHT, FOR KEEPING ME SAFE EVEN WHEN YOU KNOW I AM A HARD HEADED CHILD..

To the One Above.. Im grateful living this life… 😌

Being a Victim

Being a Victim

We mostly get tired of people whom are victims of abuse. And in our terms, our wish is that they would be set free. We do our best to take them out if it. Yet often we see then returning.

Of course we get distracted and disappointed because we dont understand what is happening in their minds. We think sometimes that our efforts were neglected and that our relationship with them somehow starts to be out of hand. Until the day, we want to give up forgetting that once we had the days when we also were victims.

We must understand it is a difficult situation for that person and it is a personal attachment. The only thing u can do is to allow the person see the wrong thing in the event. Although you have given your advice it is still very difficult for the person to be influenced by your thoughts because the person itself face the fear and has very low self esteem. You must remember that the abuser had stolen their identity and trampled their lives. In that manner the abuser was using its power to make use of the victims positive mind from the beginning. I believe that the abuser itself is a broken soul and it feeds to break another to feel a little better. To damp the brokenness inside. we must never forget to understand those who are in weak situations and we shall not look down on them i was once a victim and it took me so long before i got out if it. I was looked down by people who think that i get returning back to the abuser but the thing is, i wasn’t strong enough because the people that tried to pull me out of it are the ones who speaks about mistakes. Points out how i shall be and how i should think. It created confusion in me because I didnt know what to think for myself and the hopelessness grew… One day there was a person who found my strength by suggesting ne solutions and that friend never imposed aby ideas but stayed with me and told me. “You are strong enough” “do you think this things happening to you arecorrect?” “i will always listen to you sentiments until you get free from it because I am hoping you soon be free”
These were always her words whenever she got tired of my repetitive conversation. Until the day i stood for victory.

The idea of hurting others indeed comes from the inner source of the soul in hebrew called ‘jetser hara’ – long for evil. It is in the inner part of the soul connecting from the sinful nature of man. Yet the idea of doing good is the longing for good – jetser ha tov in hebrew.
These has been implanted in our soul therefore many of us either become aware of being abused or not aware of abusive behaviour.

Each of us.. No one can deny that even though we are born again has sometimes the attitude of abuse. Which in term of Paul, we can always discipline ourselves to not obey the jetser hara.

Please have kindness at heart and an understanding attitude towards the person you are facibg difficulties. We might not know what we say might lift then up or might bring them down. â€ïžđŸ˜˜ I speak according to my experience.
Yeshua always look upon the broken hearted and has a contrite spirit. A broken soul is the one who needs guidance and has a restless mind. A contrite spirit has the sleepless thoughts and worries, an anxiety of the heart caused by other people who are abusing them and using them for their own benefits.

Yeshua had cared for these people and showed meekness and kindness to them. He was not exempted even to the humiliating events that we also experience in life. That is why He said,

I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never go hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty
John 6:35

Take it as an example.
Until then if the person want to stay where they are.. Then thats their matter.. We cant do nothing.. But to respect the decision.

Piece of Thought

Piece of Thought

Last year was full of disappointments, sorrows, tears, striving, wondering, expectation, pain, evil gaze, and wrong accusations.

In addition, it was full of new steps, new decisions and not letting the emotions take me. I realized in my difficult times that there are no genuine people. Even those who believe they are 100% righteous. Some people are quick to judge in advance before they know what has happened in one’s life. Adversity that not everyone was told during some time of struggles.

Certainly you can have friends, but when the time comes when the friendship is proven then you know that some can hang you up in the air. I am against religions and organizations hiding behind facades and living in others’ livelihoods. Such fanatics who want you to do only according to their own conclusions and own decisions. Those who talk a lot but were not present in weaknesses. I have learned that one should not tell too much about their private matters to others who pretend to be believers. Because it can be used as a weapon against one.
Have learned a lot that it is testing your faith when challenges arise. It tests your qualities and relationships with fellow human beings but on the other hand you are grounded to become another better person. Nice to avoid fake people and people who have seen me as a sinner, prostitute and those who say I am in need of attention. You divert people from the truth. Hypocrisy is great.
This year is ONE BIG BLESS for me and my family .. For this year I have the BEST TIME of FREEDOM. And this year was the PEACEFUL YEAR GOD HAD LED ME TO. AND God gets all the glory. May you be blessed. Thank you.


Förra Ă„ret var full av besvikelser, sorg, tĂ„rar, strĂ€van, förundran, förvĂ€ntningar, smĂ€rta, onda blick och fel anklagelser. Dessutom det var fylld av nya steg, nya beslut och att inte lĂ„ta kĂ€nslorna inta mig. Jag insĂ„g i mina svĂ„ra tider att det finns inga Ă€kta mĂ€nniskor. Även de som tro sig vara hundraprocent rĂ€ttfĂ€rdiga. Vissa mĂ€nniskor Ă€r snabba att döma i förvĂ€g innan de fĂ„r veta vad som hĂ€nt i ens liv. MotgĂ„ngar som inte alla fick höra under svpra tider. Visst man kan ha vĂ€nner men nĂ€r tiden Ă€r inne dĂ„ prövas vĂ€nskapen dĂ„ vet man att vissa kan hĂ€nga upp dig i luften. Jag Ă€r emot religioner och organisationer som gömmer sig bakom fasader och lever i andras levebröd. SĂ„dana fanatiker som vill att man ska bara göra enligt deras egna slutsatser och egna beslut. SĂ„dana som pratar mycket men fanns inte i svagheter. Jag har lĂ€rt mig att man ska inte berĂ€tta för mycket om sina privata Ă€renden till andra som lĂ„tsas vara troende folk. För det kan anvĂ€ndas som ett vapen emot en.
Har lÀrt en hel del att det prövar din tro nÀr utmaningar uppstÄr. Det prövar dina egenskaper och förhÄllanden gentemot medmÀnniskor men dÀremot du blir slipad för att bli Ànnu en bÀttre mÀnniska. Skönt att slippa falska mÀnniskor och folk som sett mig som en syndare, prostituerade och de som talar att jag Àr i behov av uppmÀrksamhet. Ni avleder mÀnniskor ifrÄn sanningen. Hyckleri Àr stort.
Den hĂ€r Ă„ret Ă€r ETT STORT VÄLSIGNELSER för mig och min familj.. För den hĂ€r Ă„ret har jag FRIDENS BÄSTA TID. Och den hĂ€r Ă„ret var det fridfulla Ă„ret GUD LEDT MIG till.OCH Gud fĂ„r all Ă€ra. MĂ„ ni vara vĂ€lsignad. Tack för mig.