Finding Light in Darkness!

Finding Light in Darkness!

When I’m finding comfort and beauty in life’s purpose, in my contribution to the world, in my committed relationships and my reason for being, my soul starts shining. My internal world has clarity; life makes sense and there is no sense that darkness has to battle. Because I know, darkness wont stay long.

If I beleiev that God is light then I know that He will lead me to the light with peace and understanding. It might be difficult at the moment, but for sure its all for good.


But when my attention is distracted by life’s glitter, by the reckoning flicker of life’s pleasures, distracted even by the sorrows of this world and trials that I meet, then my soul feels dying; it’s obscured and ignored. And the light starts to tick off…


That’s Darkness.

But when I see the purpose of darkness and how far Ive come, I recognise the Light that pushed me far. The darkness that pulled me down but the Light challenged me to come through. I reckon the joy of my heart and the gladness of heavens that I was born to change the world….even in a small amount of smile on others faces.


That’s LIGHT

The darkness that pulled me down but the Light challenged me to come through.darkness doesn’t necessarily mean evil; it means the absence of light

Why I hate Valentines day! LOVE IT OR LOATHE IT!

Why I hate Valentines day! LOVE IT OR LOATHE IT!

I HATE VALENTINES DAY. BECAUSE IT IS A PRESSURE TO BUY GIFTS AND MONEY MACHINE FOR BUSINESS PROPERTIES.

🔊Take your risk to read more. Otherwise.. SCROLL DOWN.. AND SKIP.
ON A VALENTINES DAY, MANY PEOPLE JUST THINK OF CONSUMING STUFF AND CONSUMING FOOD.
AND WOMEN TEND TO BE BOUGHT FOR A DAY.
WHY NOT DO IT EVERYDAY? HMM? It IS MERELY A CONSUMERS DAY…
MANY SPEND A LOT MORE MONEY ON STUFF TO BUY THAN GIVING YOUR TIME TO YOUR LOVE ONES HOLDING THEIR HAND AND TELLING THEM THE WORDS WITHOUT A STUFF IN BETWEEN…

WE TEND TO IGNORE THE SIMPLE THINGS OF TRUE LOVE AND MEASURES IT WITH MATERIAL THAT FADES AWAY.
We express our care through the things we can buy and not with the precious emotions we wanna say.
Human can be so hypocritical just to adjust on MANLY EVENTS.
🙄IF WE ARE TRUE TO OURSELVES, WE ACTUALLY DON’T GAIN MUCH ON A VALENTINES DAY BUT A STUFF THAT TAKES A LOT OF SPACE AND A SMALL MEMORY OF A PARTICULAR DAY THAT SUPPOSEDLY DONE IN OUR DAILY LIVES.
IF WOMEN WERE SPECIALLY TREATED AT LEAST ONCE A WEEK OR ONCE A MONTH, OR JUST TO BE APPRECIATED.. THEN THE DEMANDS OF BOUQUET AND CHOCOLATES WOULD COLLAPSE ON A MARKET.

This is just a US BASED MARKETING GRAPH


But since Valentines is a CONSUMER AND BUSINESS PLAN.. Then THE STORES AND FLOWER SHOP EARNS THIS DAYS MORE THAN THE OTHER HOLIDAYS.


Let’s go to History:

Don’t you know that VALENTINES DAY derived from ROMAN TRADITION.
traced back as far as the 6th century B.C. It was first called LUPERCALIA..
Every year on February 15, the festival began by going to the Lupercal (the legendary site where Romulus and Remus were suckled) and sacrificing a dog and a goat.

St. Valentine was a priest who lived around February 14 270 AD VALENTIN DIED in Rome and attracted the disfavor of Roman emperor Claudius II who ruled during this time.

The story of St. Valentine has two different versions – the Protestant and the Catholic one. Both versions agree upon Saint Valentin being a Bishop, who held secret marriage ceremonies of soldiers in opposition to Emperor Claudius II who had prohibited marriage for young men and become soldiers instead of marrying. Due to his ceremonies of secret marriages he then was sentenced to death. While Valentin was imprisoned due to his disobedience to the Emperor. Valentin was visited by the Emperor Claudius yet Valentin DID NOT RECOGNISE THE ROMAN GOD AND did not agreed to BAN MARRIAGES ON YOUNG MEN and EVEN tried to convert the Emperor into Christianity.. He became a martyr for refusing to renounce his religion and beliefs. TODAY, ROME do not talk so much about HIM because ALL GLORY BELONG TO ROME and not the God of ISRAEL.

THERE’S A BIG DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A GOD OF ABRAHAM ISAC AND JACOB.. THAN TO THE gods of Rome

LATER after the death of ST Valentin, it WAS systematically Christianised through celebration LUPERCALIA where Rome Celebrates FERTILITY OF LAND AND WOMEN. THEY SACRIFICE GOATS FOR FERTILITY AND DOGS FOR PURITY. DEDICATED TO THE GOD OF AGRICULTURE FAUNUS. THEN SLAP THE BLOOD ON WOMEN AND FIELDS BELIEVED TO HAVE GOOD HARVEST AND CONCEIVE CHILDREN.

LATER a Pope criticised these events and was outlawed to be “UN CHRISTIANED” circa 494 CE, Pope Gelasius wrote a letter criticizing Christian participation in it.he replaced it with celebration to Valentines day commemorating the Valentin of Rome martyrdom. but in the end of all this story… Pope Gelasius is not even believed to be true in his replacement of the said celebrations because… There are still some of “love” consuming act effects on the celebrations like sex, drunkenness, giving gifts and sometimes violence.

Now you know.

THE ONLY THING I LOVE IN FEBRUARY IS THE BIRTHDAY OF MY LOVE ONES.

VALENTINES.. SUCKS! AND I NEVER DEMANDED MEN I’VE MET TO SPEND A PENNY FOR ME ON VALENTINES DAY.. COZ FOR ME VALENTINES IS JUST A PRETENTIOUS DAY..
THIS IS A PERSONAL OPINION. ANYONE WHO CAN’T AFFORD TO ACCEPT THAT.. CAN GO TO THE DOWNSIDE OF THE UNIVERSE. 🙄😠😜


Why I hate Valentines day! LOVE IT OR LOATHE IT!

I HATE VALENTINES DAY. BECAUSE IT IS A PRESSURE TO BUY GIFTS AND MONEY MACHINE FOR BUSINESS PROPERTIES.

🔊Take your risk to read more. Otherwise.. SCROLL DOWN.. AND SKIP.
ON A VALENTINES DAY, MANY PEOPLE JUST THINK OF CONSUMING STUFF AND CONSUMING FOOD.
AND WOMEN TEND TO BE BOUGHT FOR A DAY.
WHY NOT DO IT EVERYDAY? HMM? It IS MERELY A CONSUMERS DAY…
MANY SPEND A LOT MORE MONEY ON STUFF TO BUY THAN GIVING YOUR TIME TO YOUR LOVE ONES HOLDING THEIR HAND AND TELLING THEM THE WORDS WITHOUT A STUFF IN BETWEEN…

WE TEND TO IGNORE THE SIMPLE THINGS OF TRUE LOVE AND MEASURES IT WITH MATERIAL THAT FADES AWAY.
We express our care through the things we can buy and not with the precious emotions we wanna say.
Human can be so hypocritical just to adjust on MANLY EVENTS.
🙄IF WE ARE TRUE TO OURSELVES, WE ACTUALLY DON’T GAIN MUCH ON A VALENTINES DAY BUT A STUFF THAT TAKES A LOT OF SPACE AND A SMALL MEMORY OF A PARTICULAR DAY THAT SUPPOSEDLY DONE IN OUR DAILY LIVES.
IF WOMEN WERE SPECIALLY TREATED AT LEAST ONCE A WEEK OR ONCE A MONTH, OR JUST TO BE APPRECIATED.. THEN THE DEMANDS OF BOUQUET AND CHOCOLATES WOULD COLLAPSE ON A MARKET.

This is just a US BASED MARKETING GRAPH


But since Valentines is a CONSUMER AND BUSINESS PLAN.. Then THE STORES AND FLOWER SHOP EARNS THIS DAYS MORE THAN THE OTHER HOLIDAYS.


Let’s go to History:

Don’t you know that VALENTINES DAY derived from ROMAN TRADITION.
traced back as far as the 6th century B.C. It was first called LUPERCALIA..
Every year on February 15, the festival began by going to the Lupercal (the legendary site where Romulus and Remus were suckled) and sacrificing a dog and a goat.

St. Valentine was a priest who lived around February 14 270 AD VALENTIN DIED in Rome and attracted the disfavor of Roman emperor Claudius II who ruled during this time.

The story of St. Valentine has two different versions – the Protestant and the Catholic one. Both versions agree upon Saint Valentin being a Bishop, who held secret marriage ceremonies of soldiers in opposition to Emperor Claudius II who had prohibited marriage for young men and become soldiers instead of marrying. Due to his ceremonies of secret marriages he then was sentenced to death. While Valentin was imprisoned due to his disobedience to the Emperor. Valentin was visited by the Emperor Claudius yet Valentin DID NOT RECOGNISE THE ROMAN GOD AND did not agreed to BAN MARRIAGES ON YOUNG MEN and EVEN tried to convert the Emperor into Christianity.. He became a martyr for refusing to renounce his religion and beliefs. TODAY, ROME do not talk so much about HIM because ALL GLORY BELONG TO ROME and not the God of ISRAEL.

THERE’S A BIG DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A GOD OF ABRAHAM ISAC AND JACOB.. THAN TO THE gods of Rome

LATER after the death of ST Valentin, it WAS systematically Christianised through celebration LUPERCALIA where Rome Celebrates FERTILITY OF LAND AND WOMEN. THEY SACRIFICE GOATS FOR FERTILITY AND DOGS FOR PURITY. DEDICATED TO THE GOD OF AGRICULTURE FAUNUS. THEN SLAP THE BLOOD ON WOMEN AND FIELDS BELIEVED TO HAVE GOOD HARVEST AND CONCEIVE CHILDREN.

LATER a Pope criticised these events and was outlawed to be “UN CHRISTIANED” circa 494 CE, Pope Gelasius wrote a letter criticizing Christian participation in it.he replaced it with celebration to Valentines day commemorating the Valentin of Rome martyrdom. but in the end of all this story… Pope Gelasius is not even believed to be true in his replacement of the said celebrations because… There are still some of “love” consuming act effects on the celebrations like sex, drunkenness, giving gifts and sometimes violence.

Now you know.

THE ONLY THING I LOVE IN FEBRUARY IS THE BIRTHDAY OF MY LOVE ONES.

VALENTINES.. SUCKS! AND I NEVER DEMANDED MEN I’VE MET TO SPEND A PENNY FOR ME ON VALENTINES DAY.. COZ FOR ME VALENTINES IS JUST A PRETENTIOUS DAY..
THIS IS A PERSONAL OPINION. ANYONE WHO CAN’T AFFORD TO ACCEPT THAT.. CAN GO TO THE DOWNSIDE OF THE UNIVERSE. 🙄😠😜


Why I hate Valentines day! LOVE IT OR LOATHE IT!

Why I hate Valentines day! LOVE IT OR LOATHE IT!

I HATE VALENTINES DAY. BECAUSE IT IS A PRESSURE TO BUY GIFTS AND MONEY MACHINE FOR BUSINESS PROPERTIES.

🔊Take your risk to read more. Otherwise.. SCROLL DOWN.. AND SKIP.
ON A VALENTINES DAY, MANY PEOPLE JUST THINK OF CONSUMING STUFF AND CONSUMING FOOD.
AND WOMEN TEND TO BE BOUGHT FOR A DAY.
WHY NOT DO IT EVERYDAY? HMM? It IS MERELY A CONSUMERS DAY…
MANY SPEND A LOT MORE MONEY ON STUFF TO BUY THAN GIVING YOUR TIME TO YOUR LOVE ONES HOLDING THEIR HAND AND TELLING THEM THE WORDS WITHOUT A STUFF IN BETWEEN…

WE TEND TO IGNORE THE SIMPLE THINGS OF TRUE LOVE AND MEASURES IT WITH MATERIAL THAT FADES AWAY.
We express our care through the things we can buy and not with the precious emotions we wanna say.
Human can be so hypocritical just to adjust on MANLY EVENTS.
🙄IF WE ARE TRUE TO OURSELVES, WE ACTUALLY DON’T GAIN MUCH ON A VALENTINES DAY BUT A STUFF THAT TAKES A LOT OF SPACE AND A SMALL MEMORY OF A PARTICULAR DAY THAT SUPPOSEDLY DONE IN OUR DAILY LIVES.
IF WOMEN WERE SPECIALLY TREATED AT LEAST ONCE A WEEK OR ONCE A MONTH, OR JUST TO BE APPRECIATED.. THEN THE DEMANDS OF BOUQUET AND CHOCOLATES WOULD COLLAPSE ON A MARKET.

This is just a US BASED MARKETING GRAPH


But since Valentines is a CONSUMER AND BUSINESS PLAN.. Then THE STORES AND FLOWER SHOP EARNS THIS DAYS MORE THAN THE OTHER HOLIDAYS.


Let’s go to History:

Don’t you know that VALENTINES DAY derived from ROMAN TRADITION.
traced back as far as the 6th century B.C. It was first called LUPERCALIA..
Every year on February 15, the festival began by going to the Lupercal (the legendary site where Romulus and Remus were suckled) and sacrificing a dog and a goat.

St. Valentine was a priest who lived around February 14 270 AD VALENTIN DIED in Rome and attracted the disfavor of Roman emperor Claudius II who ruled during this time.

The story of St. Valentine has two different versions – the Protestant and the Catholic one. Both versions agree upon Saint Valentin being a Bishop, who held secret marriage ceremonies of soldiers in opposition to Emperor Claudius II who had prohibited marriage for young men and become soldiers instead of marrying. Due to his ceremonies of secret marriages he then was sentenced to death. While Valentin was imprisoned due to his disobedience to the Emperor. Valentin was visited by the Emperor Claudius yet Valentin DID NOT RECOGNISE THE ROMAN GOD AND did not agreed to BAN MARRIAGES ON YOUNG MEN and EVEN tried to convert the Emperor into Christianity.. He became a martyr for refusing to renounce his religion and beliefs. TODAY, ROME do not talk so much about HIM because ALL GLORY BELONG TO ROME and not the God of ISRAEL.

THERE’S A BIG DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A GOD OF ABRAHAM ISAC AND JACOB.. THAN TO THE gods of Rome

LATER after the death of ST Valentin, it WAS systematically Christianised through celebration LUPERCALIA where Rome Celebrates FERTILITY OF LAND AND WOMEN. THEY SACRIFICE GOATS FOR FERTILITY AND DOGS FOR PURITY. DEDICATED TO THE GOD OF AGRICULTURE FAUNUS. THEN SLAP THE BLOOD ON WOMEN AND FIELDS BELIEVED TO HAVE GOOD HARVEST AND CONCEIVE CHILDREN.

LATER a Pope criticised these events and was outlawed to be “UN CHRISTIANED” circa 494 CE, Pope Gelasius wrote a letter criticizing Christian participation in it.he replaced it with celebration to Valentines day commemorating the Valentin of Rome martyrdom. but in the end of all this story… Pope Gelasius is not even believed to be true in his replacement of the said celebrations because… There are still some of “love” consuming act effects on the celebrations like sex, drunkenness, giving gifts and sometimes violence.

Now you know.

THE ONLY THING I LOVE IN FEBRUARY IS THE BIRTHDAY OF MY LOVE ONES.

VALENTINES.. SUCKS! AND I NEVER DEMANDED MEN I’VE MET TO SPEND A PENNY FOR ME ON VALENTINES DAY.. COZ FOR ME VALENTINES IS JUST A PRETENTIOUS DAY..
THIS IS A PERSONAL OPINION. ANYONE WHO CAN’T AFFORD TO ACCEPT THAT.. CAN GO TO THE DOWNSIDE OF THE UNIVERSE. 🙄😠😜


The truth About Us!

The truth About Us!

In Hebrew there is NO WORDS OR TRANSLATION CHURCH. it was all about GREEK TRANSLATION that has the translation Church. And in jewish mindset if we refer to the roots of Biblical term, it is normal for them to gather in homes and have a common meeting regarding their practices and beliefs.

And somehow in other days they meet in synagogue
But, the problem is, under the grecian/seleucid empire ca 165BC the Greek/Roman have persecuted many and that was before Jesus. Many died practicing their faith openly therefore the Antiochus 4 had made even a law that ANYONE CAUGHT in practicing the biblical feasts and tradition, observing sabbath or observing their dietary laws or even reading their Torah(5books of Moses)will die. So in those days many died, and So apparently, thats how the Hellenists were born. Some of the jews came over to Greek and denied their god and customs. And some of these blasphemous converts to greek/roman had become idolatrous to the antiochus statue zeus. And in those days, those whom have not denied their faith have learned more to gather themselves at homes. That is when Jesus as well came and people thought that He was false because of the oppression of the jewish and gentile converts to Judaism.

The pharisees and saducees though had already been implementing laws that would benefit both the empire of rome and would somehow try to take in the jewish community and even the non jewish converts.

Imagine how much they had to go through those days just to perform their faith. And we nowadays are enjoying and just learning about it. Isnt that an encouraging story and a history of our faith?

In those days of persecution, the people of the Lord learned to protect their co minded people, it made a division between the people to determine which side they were on. And even nowadays we could see big differences between us all.

With denominations, every person determined to be loyal to their churches, arent that the same as the greek times? And in that we are even slanderous towards another. We are in a new era with a same amount of falsehood when it comes to faith. We are actually afraid to stand truely without knowing where we belong. We have forgotten the reality of our roots and the truth of our faith…

Behind the Name!

Behind the Name!

I am a freeman with a strong personality. But i always have to battle, i always have to dealt with suffering and I always have to roar.

My name is Karla Rochelle Darang Rosenberg. I grew up by the name ROCHELLE and a nickname OSEL. KARLA derived from = Kings name. CARL, CHARLES and KARL. meaning Freeman, Strong Personality.
ROCHELLE derived from= Rachel, Rakel (hebrew name) and a CITY OF FRANCE, an OLD HARBOUR. Meaning Little Rock,to roar, battle cry’ ; hrok ‘rest,to repose
= I am a freeman with a strong personality. But i always have to battle, i always have to dealt with suffering and I always have to roar.
In my character, i am confident and free. I am adventurous and very keen to seek new things. I can inspire and I can be a good help to everyone. But despite of this good side, I am weak in some things like everybody else.
I love the name given to me. But I’m confident to the name i grew up with.

SYNOPSIS OF THE NAME:
at School I was bullied by the name KARLA. I Was called by many people with a following defamation and unpleasant words that led to my self defence at young age. but by friends and Family I was called ROCHELLE. WITH FAMILY I was known to be caring, naughty, and sometimes out of hand. My teenage years were built by the name ROCHELLE. And I was called funny, witty and very open. I was myself. Then I came to Sweden and I was called KARLA. My self confidence deteriorated. Some people described me by how they look at me. Because of the tragedies and failures, my name became the talk of town. My environment wasn’t described as my name should be. FREE.. some make fun of me and some made use of me.
TODAY I WANT TO TAKE BACK MYSELF. AND I WANT EVERYONE TO STOP CALLING ME KARLA. BECAUSE DESPITE THAT IT IS MY NAME. I grew up with ROCHELLE. Dont make fun of my name because for me, it is a very sensitive thing. I erase any memories done in that name..
In my belief… Some can still call me KARLA, especially at work. I CAN’T CHANGE THAT. but if possible.. If you can’t say anything good about my name. Better to silent your lips.
Name is everything. By name you have your self esteem. And by name God had provided you something to work with along with your character. If you can, try to call me in a name I already know…. Thank you so much for being understanding.

How is Marriage Defined Perfect?

How is Marriage Defined Perfect?

Social media is overwhelming with photos of couples travelling together, having many material collections, luxurious hotels and meals together with a 5 star treatment… And a smile on their face… And everyone behind the screen claims it… HAPPINESS!

But is this true happiness? Is it based on your social media accounts? Is it based on where you went? Where you ate and what you have? Is relationship based now according to the comfort that it gives?

Is relationship based now according to the comfort that it gives? 

As Marriage starts, some have comfortable beginnings. Some can afford to travel, shopping, eat in luxurious restaurants and gain expensive things. In the beginning of a comfortable journey, many would claim it perfect….mostly they say with a selfish word “My Life is Perfect”

But are these things we see with our eyes only perfect because we are comfortable? Because we didnt need to stretch and struggle a bit..? Or is it perfect only for us with the benefits for ourselves as the other partner would sacrifice a lot….

What if…. The beginning of marriage was tears of uncertainty and unexpected changes, desolation, trials, pain, failures and the only thing you have is enough to eat for the day. All you have materially is not expensive as everyone has… And the travels you dreamed once is out of the plan. The restaurant meals are far from expected and you have to stretch the budget at home?

In the midst of all this mess, will you still look at your partner and say…. Our life is perfect together.. We get the odds meaningful and we will gain the travel, the comfort of this life and the expensive things will come afterwards… The perfect life is here and now.. We live and breath making the journey home… Because together we can do it without the efforts of one another…

How Can We Know God?

How Can We Know God?

People who have never been into tragic situations do not understand the struggles of the person suffering. Unless a person has empathy and understanding they wouldn’t degrade the suffering one. In the scenario of todays generation, in the surrounding of a religious circles. One who suffers taught to be understood, helped and guided.
But in reality, although we have heard what they went through, we just actually didn’t listen. Mostly in small group prayers, the motives of every screaming tefillah (prayer) is that the person suffering must revoke its sin and ask forgiveness. And mostly, the prayer focuses on sin but not speaking about hope, true guidance and freedom. With this in mind, the person itself has a fault of whats happening to them..after the prayer we actually just leave the person suffering by itself.. Struggling alone.. Until we hear one day they took suicide.. And we say.. We actually have prayed for them.. And then we say.. Its sin with suicide…..

What a sad experience for believers… And only few are active in doing what is good.. Those who are awake in their soul.



This suffering ones without understanding where they have been are called sinners, childrens of the devil and merely ignored because they are described as “attention seeker”, manipulative and aggressive. Which the children of the devil is the term of many.

In the scriptures, we are commanded to love. And to put love in definition is to have a merciful heart, to have an ear to hear and to listen. To have patience and
to get close to heal and eventually with the help of God, the suffering one may learn to navigate back to reality of Hope and may learn to control its personal emotions. By then as healing actually takes place, the person will built its foundations to get close in learning Torah. To learn more about God’s love.

But are we really doing this thing called love?
Aren’t within “Christianity” are we all foolish to use the bible so bravely that we intimidate one another as if we have never done anything wrong at all. As if we have forgotten how it was to be broken, alone and empty.
We are so focused and high tempered in teaching others without ourselves experiencing the hardships others had. And we are proud of the small learning we get although in reality we don’t know nothing at all. Aren’t we so falsely towards ourselves?
And we go around the town and show ourselves as preachers, teachers of the law and behind our curtains we have beaten someone else by the words of our toungue and the tip was we have used the word of God to barely show that we are godly?

When someone suffers, we pray for them. And the help stops there….
Not many of us actually opens our door to give a food, a clothes a piece of our money to support the needy without posting to the society. Without proclaiming a big event “I helped someone today”. Isnt this so sad that our lives depend on the needs our self? And what more can I say?
I have seen so many suffered within the line. I myself had suffered. But for the sake of my life, I wanted to share the thoughts I observed in this life. And I have learned along the way that, I can live the Godly life even without the posts of understanding and helping others.
I have seen many preachers, and people who have earned billions and sold God for their own benefits….. Lived in luxurious hotels and fabulous mansions with a glittering cars with the thought that God blesses with wealth while the members are suffering in their own home.

If we want to teach our children the ways of Torah.. We should start to learn privacy. And we shall teach them to help others as much as you can without asking or expecting anything. But with a fearful heart, we do it for the Love of God. And as we do this things.. Our lives will be spared from evil and it will go well with us.

Love lots Rochelle

A Leprous Tongue, Wicked Mouth

I feel so sad when i read fights within the body of Christ. It was good for discussions as per the Disciples had also duscussions regarding their opinions and thoughts but in their manner had good knowledge and communication skills to not defame or degrade each other. Imagine they are different individuals with different backgrounds and mindset. So are we.

When I go to religious platforms like Facebook, twitter, Instagram or websites entitled with encouragement for believers, I thought we should learn from each other. But i saw much people degrading and biting one another. Sometimes others feel higher than everybody else. I think that in those group, the CHRISTIAN MENTALITY is still crawling..their comments to one another are way below the belt.

Even if there were no swearing and cussing, those for me were not damaging but the words they release were making a person feel useless and more outcasted. The words of judgement from others makes the person itself doubt their own identification and their personal perception of their faith. Thus, it makes a person slide and fall into the deep hall of sin. And the cause is the tongue of a leper..

If we live the faith. We should leave the mindset of the world…
Please dont harm your own family in Messiah Yeshua.. Be consierate and be gracious in speech. Be loving in your thoughts and be mindful of others situation wether they know much or little.

People that know more should be more kinder to teach,more patient to explain and more engaged to guide others. In that way, the one who know less will not be left behind and will be equal to those who know more.

Please don’t make the body feel unattached and outcasted. The way we handle and meet one another defines the health of the body.. If we care of our own bodies why not we should do the same to the body of Yeshua whom we are grafted into…?

Authority and Godly Power

Authority and Godly Power

Hi Family. Boker tov from sweden.
Today I have a different thoughts as I ponder on my morning routines. As My soul awakes.. I try to observe and digest the dreams I had last night. And it was all about the wars of nations.


It is interesting to see the governments changes since I was 7.now Im 33. Who touches the nations and its leaders? Who gives power to the authorities to test the hearts of mankind in its motives?


I have said once, i wont be involved in politics. The more i said so, the more Hashem showed me the difference of justification to justice. It was horrible to witness in my age the killings of war at times it makes us scared. But who does give life and take it? And who does give the mercy as He want to? Who makes the every living thing fulfill its purpose both for good and bad? And to the purpose of showing that we as mankind has the heart to set ourselves and to incline the soul to the very first meaning of our lives.


I realised, as far as I am still young.. That political issues is difficult thing to understand, we speak sometimes without knowledge and we speak because sometimes of what we heard. We utter things because we just dont want to be left unspoken. But what if, we compare the political issues of the torah or the whole tanakh itself into the realities of life?
Isn’t it Hashem shows us the opportunity to be observant of His ruling? How He manage even the nations at its wickedness to be a purpose to fulfill its good at end?

What if the ruling authorities are just an image of how we actually react on the essential part of His ruling over our spiritual lives. Will our heart truly want to incline? I believe the soul want to. But what about our heart? Will it be willing?


And the torah is the implementation of the words to expose the issues of our disobedience.. And the earth is just a court for the living to find its way towards developing obedience in spiritual demands.

Whew! That was long.. It was all my thoughts my friends.
Be blessed.
/lovingly yours Rochelle

When the Heart is FREE!

When the Heart is FREE!

For all the BASHERS! THE CHRISTIAN BASHERS, THE JEALOUS BASHERS, OFW GOSSIPERS whom in 2010-2017 YEAR CALLED ME prostitute, demonized, jezebel, home wrecker and not born again, ugly and worst mother, worst woman, divorcee and judged me because of my parents.
GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF YOU!

The more you spoke those words, the more you showed HOW IMMATURE YOU ALL ARE. The more you poked my wound show how irresponsible you were.The more you talked behind my pain revealed how emotionless you were. The more you did say those words to me, the more you showed how STRONG I BECAME. YOU DID NOT KNOW MY DAILY STRUGGLES. YOUVE JUST HEARD OF it. STILL I FORGIVE YOU because YOU ARE NOT WALKING IN MY SHOES-. This does not point just out individual, I was also there. But I learned to ask forgiveness directly to the person.

You did not know how my pain was because you did not have empathy for my situation. You did not listen when I was in pain, You did not come when I was alone, You did not call when I was in my worst times. You did not feed me when I was crawling in hunger. You did not look after me when I was almost gonna die. You did not see the tears I cried in the darkest rooms of my house. And you did not know how much I felt when I thought everything was truly broken and irrepairable.


when I was in my deepest sorrow, I was comforted not on your side. But in the arms of the people who truly care without religion.

SOMEONE ELSE DID LISTEN. WITHOUT A JUDGEMENTAL WORD!


Thank you for showing me how God make things possible through your lives. You have been an instrument for me to know that there is STRENGTH within my soul. LASTLY, THANK YOU FOR TELLING ME THOSE WORDS. I FOUND OUT HOW WONDERFUL AND POWERFUL IMPACT I HAVE DONE IN OTHERS LIVES.

I write this with the intention to remind you that NO ONE has the right to say things against a person without knowing who they are. Regardless if a person commits evil things and you personally know it. YOU CAN EITHER GET HELP FROM AUTHORITIES IF THE CRIME COMMITED WAS AGAINST THE LAW or if it is SPIRITUAL, then pray with the person. You dont help the worst storm to gather more broken souls byt gossiping and spreading the fall of someone else. You have no right to defame somebody and pass what you know to other people. Your reckless tongue may be responsible for others fall, not for their failure but for the fall. Because words can harm a person and can break a person in Million pieces. And all the words you release can never be retrieved. It can leave a trace, forever…………

Remember, if you face someone having difficulties. Do not spread the news to everybody. Do not even push the person to say it infront of everyone else. Give the encouragement and let the person stand back on its feet again. Do not let the person be continually sin. In corrections, lead them with a right advice without poking the wound that they bear. You should be the person to close the wound, and God is the healer. You should be the helper to make someone be whole again!

Love lots

Rochelle

Do We Understand Our Sufferings?

Do We Understand Our Sufferings?

We are imprisoned by the event that caused us so much damage. It becomes overpowering and causes us so much suffering.

Sometimes we perceive our challenges as negative event and sometimes we get upset by an insult or hurt through thoughtless remarks. At that moment, we are imprisoned by the event that caused us so much damage. It becomes overpowering and causes us so much suffering.

Even though we are surrounded by good, we forget them at the moment of distress. We are blindfolded by the wounds and scars that had left by others.

Even though we are surrounded by good, we forget them at the moment of distress. We are blindfolded by the wounds and scars that had left by others. Their ability to make us believe them and then suddenly in their recklessness, caused us to be bitter.

But wait, we also had done the same to others. And each of us had been responsible to others hurt and brokenness.

But wait, we also had done the same to others. And each of us had been responsible to others hurt and brokenness. And the redemption that lies ahead of us is invisible because of what we are experiencing at the moment.

We wanted to believe that because we have faith we should belong to the people that also hope for goodness sake. But we don’t see it anymore because we have been surrounded by pain and suffering. And we are mostly sorry for ourselves because it makes us feel alone. Truth is, other people feel the same.

We had been given a redemption. To experience that in suffering we have the abilities to gain a better understanding and earn wisdom to fill the role of being a royalty in the kingdom of God.

Geulah, “redemption,” on the other hand, is seeing the wholeness and the core G‑dliness within creation. It is the understanding of the connecting thread, the Divine force going through everything—people, places and events. It is viewing each event as leading up to a purpose, having a mission and fulfillment; and understanding that it will reach the grand finale when all these loose ends will be wholesomely tied together.

Mitzvah (commandment) means connection. Every mitzvot uncovers the concealed purpose of this time or of this created matter, and thereby connects us to our God. It reminds us that we are here to serve an essential purpose, and that every experience is necessary and meaningful—even those that may cause us such distress, pain and sorrow—in bringing about a good result to a glorious future.

The last year had been bitter sweet and all for Gods glory. In it we have learned good, we have been stretched in our strength and tested in our patience.

With people we met, we have learned new things and we’ve became more open to others, we have left some dearly friends and we have lost some beloved ones. And still God have given us the opportunity to stand up and gain our new hope again.


We had struggles as everyone does in family, we cried and strived to be peaceful and gentle to one another. We have learned to be still and learned to listen to every single word of our beloved ones. And most importantly even give more time to our children and do things we love.

To listen to one another as husband and wife and show that Godly life is more important than just preaching it.To gice room for godly hours and make space for ideas. To stop a minute and embrace, And God is the source of our Joy and His torah is our Life.. we have reached until this day!

Its a miracle to make it the whole year.. The best days and the dark ones had made us stronger and more confident in who we are..
it is all a pleasure to have the past year, the days and nights. And the year ahead may bring to us new learning. New understanding and more growth spiritually and blessings from above. Earning and learning Love Gentleness Patience Perseverance, Kindness and Obedience.

I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed to us.
Yours in Faith
Rochelle Rosenberg
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Family Photos of the Eight night of Hanukkah

Hanukkah with Parents in law

Asian Marrying Older Men

Asian Marrying Older Men

I came from Philippines, note from the northern part region called Baguio City. I met this swedish man and we settled down in 2007.I already had 1 son. SO we came to sweden and lived here. Unfortunately, he was aggressive and alcoholic. Very verbal and abusive psychologically, part of physical as well. I came to sweden because of his conviction. My nightmare started and despite the fact of hardships, I went and strived to gain education. Luckily I managed to study different curriculums and courses. But because of abuse psychologically, I developed PTSD. Gladly, the relationship ended in 2013. Whew.

We know that age doesn’t matter to some. And age does not limit when you are attracted and in love. But in my experience, I have learned that age actually has a roll if you want to have more interesting level of conversation with your partner. The age has its mission to create a different views and perspective of life depending on experiences and knowledge and the big big ATTITUDE problems each of us have.

The environmen I was surrounded to has lots of women marrying older women as well. But the community sees it as a money machine for us asian women. The case is not so. In my experience, I worked hard and I felt used. He could gain credits because I have no choice and I felt I had to. Many asian women though, uses this oppurtunity to gain wealth and create a false wealthy living whenever they come back to their own counrtries. Sadly, there had been a stamp that asians are whore.

I know that there are many successful relationships as well within this range of topic. There’s a couple I knew whom had 30 years difference in between and they are still together in more than 10 years. I know some couples as well far from my city whom had wonderful marriage and wonderful kids together. I have met lots of couples who have outstanding love stories to tell. And they are fabulous to hear.

But I guess they are not often known in the newspapers. Some of the couples I met had been divorced many times and had unfortunately met abusive men and suddenly the final marriage they involved into was the best relationship they had The more popular was the death or abuse of asian women married to an older men from Western countries or Usa. There as well arose articles about men who died due to different issues whom were married to Asian women.

Now, below I have questions for you all to answer Dear reader. Please address each ff questions with the numbers attached to it.

1.Tell me what are your thoughts, visions, perspectives regarding these trend?

2. What are your advice to the upcoming asian girls who plans to marry?

3. What are your words to the older men seeking for relationship within Asia?

4. What are your final words to all Asian men and women who struggled in their relationships all over the world?

Thats it for now. Thanks for passing by.

Love lots, Rochelle.

Speak your Prayer

Hashem, You give me so much. Thank You for the food, for our home, my parents, my brothers and sisters. Thank you for all the blessing that You always give us, all day and all night, you sustained us. For my beautiful children and the newborn gift if life. For my marriage blessed with peace and growth. For the opportunity to live in this blessed land and for all the tiny, huge blessings that arch across my days.

Thank You for always taking care of us. And I just want to ask You for one thing that is very close to my heart…

The ability to see, to walk, to hear, to nurture, to smile…to remember the days of joyful memories, to reckon the laughters of my beloved ones. To remember the smell of the flowers, the trees, to remember the taste of every spice and remember You all the days of my life. And then I know what my one request would be before I end.. , at the end of a sleepless night, at the end of my thoughts, I ask for one prayer. Peace.

If You give me the words, if You give me the strength in my heart, if You return to me a spark of the purity of my soul on this ordinary weekday morning, I will have one prayer. One line of connection to You, to myself, to the ultimate purpose of my life. And that is all I need. One prayer.

And suddenly I am almost there. The cold stones cradling my worn out soul, the slice of sky beckoning to my weary heart, the space between the flashbacks that swallows my pain as I pray and pours my tears into the sky, transforming ordinary words into precious jewels of eternity.

One prayer.. One prayer..

Can change the world.. Love and Care, Rochelle