Life had changed rapidly. There are many things I would like to consider in learning. Looking back, I see it was necessary that I went through certain circumstances but not all the tragedies. Yet I assumed I am still strong despite the fact that I have fallen many times. I have learnt persistency in life, endurance, and growth in extreme adversity. At times I wished he had never been born. Yet through all the errors and the existing regions of my pain, I gained victory. It felt like I was always reborn. And God had always been my best friend after all. Ive learned to never give up in this life although the circumstances tells me otherwise. And to Summarise all event till now, Wisdom had been growing in me. I refer to myself as the lotus flower.